All the time I think I am not eligible for being a teacher......just simply coz I get no ability in teaching.....

I cannot keep the discipline of my class well-_- How come students in my class have all sorts of problems......well, I never encountered classmates being like that when I was a student........But....if they are all perfect, do they have to come to school? My role  being there is....to help them learn....get the best from me....So, how can I go to work with my mood? I feel so sorry for them.....I feel sorry for my P.1 and P3 classes...seriously I do love everyone in these 2 classes....they r just my lovely angels......they care about me all the time. Yes, I do love them. I miss them so much when I leave this school. However, in my P4 class....I guess I will miss less than 5 people =_=......they treat me just too badly@@...... anyway a good experience...and I should make use of the remaining time to learn to be a good teacher...to influence them more.....in case I am not be in this field any longer........

Tonite....just think too much@@ may better go sleep now